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[vivien]

This could have been a pity party post - would have been, had I not stopped to count my blessings. And to realize I have a) PMS and b) school/work induced exhaustion. Suffice it to say that the day started off with a happy fun time skid through an intersection (where my angels worked overtime and made sure there were no cars in either lane beside me, and everyone else in the intersection stopped and went around me), I was late to my first class at 4:00 - which is just too damn early for working people - mostly due to insane traffic and I'm stressing about asking to leave earlier, and I am having my usual "Ohmygod I'm going into serious debt and what if I don't get a good job because I suck and I'll be wiping up kids' milk spills for the rest of my sad life" freak out.

I think this was brought on partly by purchasing my shiny and costly new version of Macromedia Studio MX 2004. Professional edition. And I'll actually get taught how to use it. Go student loans!!!!

But then I got home, got food, and remembered that I am a very lucky person in many of the most important ways, and things will get better. The economy can't suck forever. Right? Right? (crickets, crickets)

And if nothing else, I have friends, family, books and movies I love, and the Internet. But man, it was a craptacular Monday. I'm thinking a hot bath is in order before bed. I've already had the chocolate I so desperately needed. ;)

Comments

[celspi.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to hear that you did not get into an accident too. *whew* Also, I will learn to take notes from you so that I can learn to count my blessings and not be negative girl all the time.

Take care and hope that the chocolate helped. :)

[anamazonruns.livejournal.com]

Yikes! Glad you were undamaged in your skid a thon. Funny that that would happen to the one who is most askeered that that would happen. (Funny ironic, not funny hilarious.)

Much love and many hugs to you. Life is hard, but look at the alternative!