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Vivien ([personal profile] vivien) wrote2004-10-26 10:32 pm
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Sigh... I had a long, heartfelt post that I just accidentally deleted. Can't write it again, as I cried plenty the first time.



Jordan died at the vet hospital tonight. Paul and Jen had hurried her there when she went into respiratory distress, most likely brought on by fluid around her heart. The vet was pretty certain she had rapid onset heart failure. I made it from class just in time to say goodbye.

We had decided to put her to sleep, because the vet was honest and said there wasn't a whole lot they could do. As we were waiting for the vet to come, we held her and petted her, and then she just slipped away.

The feisty little thing wasn't going to let the vet poke her one last time.

I'm doing okay. I'm mostly numb, and Paul and have cried buckets since she was our first official kitty - we've had her since a couple of months after we got married. She was eleven years old. I will miss her so much, but when I saw her, gasping and gurgling for air, I knew she was leaving us, and it was for the best. I'm just so glad I got to hold her one more time.

Here is a picture of her, sitting in the sun. She was a very pretty little girl.

[identity profile] tenar.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
that's a beautiful picture. i just spent a few minutes looking at it, and got a bit teary.

*hugs*

she was very pretty indeed, and i'm sorry she's gone.

[identity profile] bethbethbeth.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, hon...I'm so sorry.

{{hugs}} from me (and from my kitty)

[identity profile] chaosblue.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no.... *HUGS*

[identity profile] mctabby.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, Vivien, I'm so sorry to hear that. Hugs to you! That is a beautiful pic of Jordan.

[identity profile] adjudicated.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, honey, I am *so* sorry . . . I've lost loved pets too, and it's so hard. Just so, so hard. It's a terrible loss. Poor little kitty. She was a beautiful cat.

*hugs*

[identity profile] miraielle.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, darling, I'm so sorry.

*hugs*

[identity profile] indy-go.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs tight*

I know how much it hurts, Viv. I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] louiselux.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
She was beautiful. I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] cincodemaygirl.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry, sweetie. *hugs, supplies kleenex*

[identity profile] vulgarweed.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
What a beauty!

((hugs)) I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] gypsyjr.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry. :( *hugs lots* She was a gorgeous girl, and it souonds like she had a long happy life with you.
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[identity profile] aevalin.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
Oooooooooh I'm so sorry, loads of comforting hugs coming your way.
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[personal profile] gramarye1971 2004-10-27 11:30 am (UTC)(link)
Wah, I'm so sorry -- that's a lovely picture of her. *sniffles*

[identity profile] jmcgarry.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm very, very sorry to hear about Jordan. Our deepest condolences. Poor kitty. At least she spent her time with people who loved her dearly.

{{Big Hugs}}

[identity profile] mcamy.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww. Sweet little face. I'm so sorry, sweetie.

[identity profile] labellerose.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, what a sweet litle kitty Jordan was! We can tell you loved her very much. Kitties and I send our condolences.

[identity profile] baylorsr.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry to hear this. I know Jordan will be greatly missed.

[identity profile] darthrami.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
{{snuggles you}}

[identity profile] pteropod.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

[identity profile] anamazonruns.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so, so sorry. So hard to lose a beloved kitty. At least she didn't have a long, lingering illness. She had a wonderful happy life with terrific parents who loved her dearly and treated her great. I'll be thinking of you.
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[personal profile] silveraspen 2004-10-27 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Lots of *hugs* for you and yours, hon. I'm here if there's anything I can do, you know that.

[identity profile] tigerlilyaj.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
We're so sorry to hear about beautiful Jordan. I'm comforted to know that she had you guys at her side. All our love and support.

[identity profile] lydaclunas.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry to hear about your cat -- I know it's awful to lose a beloved pet.
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[identity profile] ilanarama.livejournal.com 2004-10-27 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, I'm so sorry. Me and my kitty both hug you.

[identity profile] skullauren.livejournal.com 2004-10-28 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry. ((((Viv))))
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[personal profile] genarti 2004-10-29 09:57 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

*lots*